SHIRT AS OUTER

YUPSS..SINCE I GOT TIRED USING A SHIRT THE WAY IT SUPPOSE TO BE WEAR,I TRY MY NEW LOOK!
JUST PUT SOMETHING LOOSE INSIDE AND MIX IT WITH THE SHIRT... :)
(all of this stuff is from my boutique..ICONIA SHOP)

bestfriends or enemy?

i had a best friend before..she looks normal at first,
i dont believe when others told me,she is crazy as hell
from wat i see,she just a regular girl with a fragile personality
thats why i protect her most of the time,teach her to be more smart when u deal with boys,etc..
i close my ears from all the gossips bout her,coz i dont believe it..and i trust her
i even help her by giving advise to get the man she wants.
but things changing all of sudden,she shut me down..without explanation.
she just said "i had enough"..
she prove it that wat everyone talks behind her back is right
coz no normal person can do such thing..only the "saiko" one could.
well i mad,angry at first but I'm so glad i already off the hook now..
she is my enemy who pretend to be my best friend until she get wat she wants
yeahhh...finding a girl friend is not to easy when u are 25 up coz girls that ages only think about their relationship with their boyfriend.
maybe they think if they focus with their boyfriend so much,he gonna want to marry her..but guess wat..
"more time u be available for him,the more he got enough of u and wants to be free". its a nature of man.
and when he leave u,dont u dare crawling back to get my help,coz u just gonna do the stupid thing all over again,u never learn,i dont know coz u just too dumb or act dumb
but either way..being wrong one time still ok, two times its stupid but third times u are really an idiot
deal with it by yourself girl...coz next times i wont be around.

married stuff

lets talk bout married stuff..
i hate the idea of getting married since i was so young,but now i find the right man..i assure u that nobody love me like he do.
but the idea of getting married,its scare the hell out of me..
not becuse i dont love him but the problem is me.
i just not a housewife material,cant cook,not a neat girl, and all i can think about is business..
which not most of man can understand that..
so confusing,most girls desperately want to get married..
but its only a status..we never know after the big day,wat gonna happen next!1is it heaven or hell??!
the petatic thing is they just dont get it..they stuck with "budaya timur" that u are not completed until u get married.
people in western country don't think that way..and so do i.
i wonder is anybody agree with me..or i'm the only freak here..
once again..i love him and if u find the right one just go for it..but don't married just because u way to old or your parents push u to it.
I'm speaking to all women who still naive bout this kind of things..

DONT SPEAK!!

"DONT speak i know wat u thinking so please stop explaining..i dont need your reason,coz....i know u GOOD,I KNOW U REAL GOOD!!"

THIS SONG just really suitable for someone outhere..
someone who looks close to me but not close at all in my heart
someone who suppose to become one of my dearest but become a pain in the ass
someone who suppose become a women already but act just like a child (spoil brat if i may add!)

I ALWAYS stand there when u needed me,but u never did those to me
I ALWAYS do the best for u ,but u just give a non effort thing for me
I ALWAYS look up to u as someone beautiful,but instead u envy me without any reason

NOW no more pretending, no more explaining, no more,,,
U cross my limit already..
so shut the fuck up..coz one more time u open your mouth to explain "bla..bla..bla.." u never imagine wat i'm going to do to u "lil princess"!!

NEW DESIGN OF ICONIA+

Focussing on the shoulder,big..(just like balmain)..its a dress that can be included as your LITTLE BLACK DRESS collection..hohoho I know the pic is in white color but the real production is in black color..(so its a "little black dress" but edgy and up to date in fashion industries..)

the item will be ready in 1 week from now..so if u like it better make reservation for it first, coz i only make it in a small amount for this item...(the texture is strechable so u don't have to worry it won't fit u..)

Hope u like this new collection..coz believe me..its gonna be a HIT in this several months...!!see every mag,for recomendation...see girlfriend magazine,looks magazine, and cosmogirl magazine..(ps:we also have a lot of products borrowed by them,so u can see more of ICONIA collections there)

xoxo,
me myself ms iconia

LONELY..

LONELY
IS the word that i'm most afraid of
IS the word that i must adjust with
IS the word that sometimes make me wanna kill myself
IS the word that at the end if i get through with it,i can get much much stronger than before

MAKE me reliaze nobody..really nobody..can love you or understand u as much as u do..
I can get surounded by a lot of people..but they never know how lonely i am

LONELY..EMPTY...IS THE FEELING I HAVE RITE NOW..
but once i survive from it..i know i will become much more stronger person
like i said "wat doesn't killed u make u stronger rite..!"

XOXO,
meMyselfPut

DRAMA QUEEN

when we were in high school it was okey to exegerated the problem and made all of it...a drama that your friends had time to heard
BUT when we grow old and already on our 20's its not CUTE  anymore to become a DRAMA QUEEN

We grow older..we just don't have time to hear and be friends with this kind of people..
our life already become so complicated and doesn't need any kind of drama in it..

U STILL WANT TO BE A DRAMA QUEEN..?
U STILL WANT TO MAKE OTHERS LISTEN AND PITY U COZ U HAVE SO MUCH TROUBLE IN YOUR LIFE?

Maybe u watched too much of GOSSIP GIRL..U ARE NOT A QUEEN BEE!
now u are an adult,who have a lot of responsibility..have a lots of real problem..and really..I MEAN.. REALLY! NO NEED ADDING MORE DRAMA IN YOUR LIFE!!

DRAMA QUEEN is worse than a parasit,they made u listens to the drama..and wants u to respond it (ME..?? I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS KIND OF PEOPLE!)

 xoxo,
me myself