married stuff

lets talk bout married stuff..
i hate the idea of getting married since i was so young,but now i find the right man..i assure u that nobody love me like he do.
but the idea of getting married,its scare the hell out of me..
not becuse i dont love him but the problem is me.
i just not a housewife material,cant cook,not a neat girl, and all i can think about is business..
which not most of man can understand that..
so confusing,most girls desperately want to get married..
but its only a status..we never know after the big day,wat gonna happen next!1is it heaven or hell??!
the petatic thing is they just dont get it..they stuck with "budaya timur" that u are not completed until u get married.
people in western country don't think that way..and so do i.
i wonder is anybody agree with me..or i'm the only freak here..
once again..i love him and if u find the right one just go for it..but don't married just because u way to old or your parents push u to it.
I'm speaking to all women who still naive bout this kind of things..