bestfriends or enemy?

i had a best friend before..she looks normal at first,
i dont believe when others told me,she is crazy as hell
from wat i see,she just a regular girl with a fragile personality
thats why i protect her most of the time,teach her to be more smart when u deal with boys,etc..
i close my ears from all the gossips bout her,coz i dont believe it..and i trust her
i even help her by giving advise to get the man she wants.
but things changing all of sudden,she shut me down..without explanation.
she just said "i had enough"..
she prove it that wat everyone talks behind her back is right
coz no normal person can do such thing..only the "saiko" one could.
well i mad,angry at first but I'm so glad i already off the hook now..
she is my enemy who pretend to be my best friend until she get wat she wants
yeahhh...finding a girl friend is not to easy when u are 25 up coz girls that ages only think about their relationship with their boyfriend.
maybe they think if they focus with their boyfriend so much,he gonna want to marry her..but guess wat..
"more time u be available for him,the more he got enough of u and wants to be free". its a nature of man.
and when he leave u,dont u dare crawling back to get my help,coz u just gonna do the stupid thing all over again,u never learn,i dont know coz u just too dumb or act dumb
but either way..being wrong one time still ok, two times its stupid but third times u are really an idiot
deal with it by yourself girl...coz next times i wont be around.

married stuff

lets talk bout married stuff..
i hate the idea of getting married since i was so young,but now i find the right man..i assure u that nobody love me like he do.
but the idea of getting married,its scare the hell out of me..
not becuse i dont love him but the problem is me.
i just not a housewife material,cant cook,not a neat girl, and all i can think about is business..
which not most of man can understand that..
so confusing,most girls desperately want to get married..
but its only a status..we never know after the big day,wat gonna happen next!1is it heaven or hell??!
the petatic thing is they just dont get it..they stuck with "budaya timur" that u are not completed until u get married.
people in western country don't think that way..and so do i.
i wonder is anybody agree with me..or i'm the only freak here..
once again..i love him and if u find the right one just go for it..but don't married just because u way to old or your parents push u to it.
I'm speaking to all women who still naive bout this kind of things..